Thursday, September 4, 2008

The Hitt-age of Shit to the Fan

(warning: any animosity that seems to reveal itself thru my words is intentional)


If you’ve spoken to me this semester then 9 times out of 10, you know that I fucked up last semester. I slept thru class, drank, smoked, flirted and partied my little heart out. So naturally, my grades suffered and earned me a 0.6 GPA; shouldn’t there be some sort of award for that? (don’t get the game fucked up, I still managed a 3.0 cumulatively) Anywho, I had my logical reasons for cuttin up, my parents were pretty upset but I thought it was worth the extremely large amounts of fun I had… until I returned.


Now, half the people I hung out with or ping ponged my way back and forth to, I don’t like. First, let me warn all Temple students that it may soon be impossible to breathe with all the phoniness congesting the air. I do not recommend that you stay in the SAC for longer than a half an hour, attend small gatherings in people’s homes, or mate with any of the students here. Avoid these things and you may just be safe from the toxic faux friendships that will present themselves.


It’s so easy now to just see right thru people. I can tell if you really don’t want to hug me or say hi, so just don’t. It’ll save us both time and energy, and I don’t have to feel bad for being uncordial. Please don’t think this is directed towards one individual or even group, it’s directed at you all. And there is no one thing that caused me to feel this way; it’s a series of events. And if you’re wondering right now if it cud b u I’m referring to, it is. It is however related to me realizing that I don’t need to have a bunch of friends to have fun or be content. I’m already content with the few people I speak to everyday, who love me and actually care about my well-being. And if you’re wondering right now if it cud b u I’m referring to, it is. I love you all, I appreciate your friendship.


Disregard this if you are a funny person, like hilarious, cuz I like all funny people, phony or not.

3 comments:

Amachi said...

o ciara... how i love thee...

LMFAO

The simple fact that i know exactly who u are talkin about and feel the exact same way is just great.

thanks for the tears filled with laughter

NIVLAC said...

hey hey hey...easy killer. I hate to laugh or applaud you for your effort (or lack of) but I thing bad grades are hilarious...no BS, and the fact that you still got a 3.0 makes it even funnier.

oh and everything else you were rappin about never, ever, ever goes away no matter how hard you push...trust me. You should just get used to it.

Miss Mac said...

LOL....so I read this and began to think. Hmmm..... I'm funny so phony or not...she fucks wit me. JP.

Really tho....erything u said was too tru, especially the huggin thing. Personally I feel like it slows u down on a brisk walk to class wen u kno ur already late to hug a bunch of people who may forget to hug u the next time they c u i.e. phony folks). Sage words of advice- avoid Berks and directly in front of the SAC...phony folk swarm! (